Thx
March 29th, 2008 by wendykumiko2day is 29nd of march 2008..
juz viewing bak my previous post…
d feeling was like "undescribe-able"..
although it passed so long,heart stil could feel d pain n sadness…
it was a memorable love but ended with a sudden.
tat time i reli tot v can celebrate our 2nd anniversary..
everything started 2 change when i got into d college..
i tot i can owayz c him whenever in college..
i tot i can get closer in his life since tat..
i tot v wil b sweeter den ever..
i tot he wil have more time 2 accompany me..
all r my wishes…
but everything not seemed as i wished..
i cant c him twice even a week
tat mean i oso dun have d chance 2 get him closer..
at d begining of d sem..he juz busying of his assignment..
all of dese i don mind…
wat i mind is…
he dont even care about my timetable2 arrange free time 2 meet me..
sad~
2 weeks passed,he oso din ask 4 tat…
izit u duwan c me in college..
izit i embarassed u in front of
ur fren..
izit u adapted 2 c me once in 2 weeks?
wat r u thking?
i totally cant figure out wat u thk…
m i stil
ur gf?
o actually juz waiting 4 my word 2 break up????
everyday cry everyday worry..
n non of
ur fren can help me..
totally lost..
thus,mayb end up wif u is d best way2 end d story..
sorry tat time use s2p reason 2leave u..
make u blur n duno wat happen..
i duwan 2 explain coz its useless 4 us..
d mistake i made cant b 4given..
wan 2 blame juz blame me..
mayb now u adi don care about our past..but in my heart until now..i stil regretting wat had i done..
am s2p n coward..
To clear my sin,i had changed myself not 2 hurt sum1 i loved.i wil appreciate all things i have.don thk so much passive n ask dem clearly if having misunderstand.
Our past tense love make me stronger n make me mature.
I learned much from it.
Thx u so much.
hope u wil b alright n happy wif
ur beloved 1..
wish u all d best..